Can't sleep!

For the past few weeks it has been a struggle to fall asleep and stay asleep. I don't know if many of you suffer with the same problem however if you do it's annoying. I find myself lying in bed thinking of my day, my day yet to come, and what to do to fall asleep. Other nights I organize my music, search for music or sit and creep on facebook. I sound so lame but there is nothing to do at one in the morning. I literally get out of bed and walk around my house until I feel my legs give out. I would like to sleep but I physically can't. To give me a greater sleep problem Rachel, (the one who gave birth to me) brought home a brand new coffee maker! Coffee is probably my life. I've been drinking it for a long time so you can imagine just how ecstatic I was that she brought one home. This my followers, was not a normal coffee maker. No this coffee maker can make a huge cup of coffee in less then 20 seconds! All you have to do is: well first make sure you have water in the thingy and then pick out which coffee you want. Put that in the little slot and close, push a button and TA DA! The coffee pours straight into your mug.
 I have had about 5 Chi Teas already. I was so bored I decided to mix hot coco mix into it which made what I like to call Chocolate chi tea.Yes it's a unique name, I know. It was truly spectacular! Sweet while giving me the satisfaction of the original taste. Having this new coffee maker is probably making my sleeping problem worse instead of better. I realize this after I crash and have to wake up 2 hours later for school. It's becoming a problem yet, I do nothing about it. This probably proves the point in Dykstra's class of how lazy teens are but what is a girl suppose to do? This is my greatest challenge!

LOVE drama.

People who say they hate drama, these people really get to me sometimes. They are the people who start drama, back away slowly, throw their head back and laugh without a care in the world, and why you might ask? Well, I will tell you why, it is because people who get involved in this drama do not notice that it was actually that person who "doesn't like drama," that started all of that argument to begin with. I do however love the quote that states, drama is only funny when it's not happening to you. It's true. It's fun to listen to and talk about but when all of that talk is about you, it doesn't sound that interesting or fun anymore, at least not to you. Sure you could mind your own business but who does that anymore, honestly. Actually a better question is who can actually keep a secret? If you tell your best friend something, they will promise not to say anything but then they will go and tell their best friend. That best friend will go and tell their best friend and so on, you get the point. Pretty soon that secret that once was an actual secret will be heard by the wrong pair of ears and be posted everywhere. It's just what happens. This is known as drama people and it is endless.

A Parent's Disposition.

To make this short and simple, (straight to the point if you will,) parents in my opinion have a tendency to forget what it was like to be a teenager. Needing a ride every now and then, finding a job, school work, school drama, it's just not an easy job to be a teenager. Personally I would have loved to talk to my mom when she was my age. I would sit down, have a cup of coffee, and ask her this one question, “What kind of mother would you like to be twenty, maybe even thirty years from now?” Her response, more than likely would be, “Not my mother.” and this is what makes me laugh because she is EXACTLY like her mother.
Dear parents if you have ever said the following please note that this is not an excuse for anything please stop using it..: "I am the parent and you are the child, what I say goes." If your parents told you this statement more than likely it would only make you more frustrated then when you first started the argument. All I am asking of any parent is to be more understanding with your children while keeping authority.  If you don't want your child doing something like going to a movie, don't just say no, say why they are not allowed to go. EXAMPLE “I know you want to go and that you did everything I asked you to do ahead of time but it's too late and I would prefer if you just stayed home for the night, you can tomorrow.” DO NOT be a pushover. To end this I would just like to say, I love my mom but sometimes she forgets I'm growing up and she can actually talk to me instead of talking down to me.